my life is officially a mess. i dont know what do do with it anymore, so for now i give up. there are two people in my life who are the most stubborn people i have ever known; its either their way or the highway and you cant persuade them otherwise AT ALL. why should it be so hard to stand up to them? for once i want life to go my way because it never has. i want something for me, its time to be selfish. im tired of living up to other peoples expectations and wishes.
i want my own life.
i want to do what i want.
i want to be able to be happy AND successful; to be able to support myself doing something i love.
i want to get away from this city and the people in it.
i want to fall in love; with my best friend.
i want to live with no regrets.
i want life to be a little less complicated.
i want to be happy.
but im not…
is that too much to ask for?