well nothing exciting to catch you up on, which is why i’m here, right?
i’m sick of the same shit everyday. i wanna start over. i want something new, and it’s right here at my fingertips, but i can’t quite reach it. and the fact that i can’t is frustrating the hell out of me. i finally see where i’m supposed to go and i can’t even take a step towards it.
it’s like when you were younger. you would have these crazy fantasies about what it would be like to be older, and when you were older, what kind of things would you do? or accomplish?
well i’m older and i feel as if i have accomplished nothing. i’m still young, i have lots of time to do what i love, but tell me, how long is that? how much time goes by before it’s too late?