stop whatever it is you’re doing. if you are going to read this post then you will do as i say…
before continuing to read the nonsense that comes from my head through my fingers and my keyboard and onto this screen, you will first play the song i posted previous to this.
don’t try to cheat your way around this small thing that i ask of you, just don’t.
ok are you listening to it now? good.
the reason behind this being that this song has been on repeat the whole weekend. it has a calming sense to it, and especially after a long hectic (whether good or bad) day, its nice to just listen and let the music calm you. (also not to mention that tristan and jason are engaged and it just makes the song that much better knowing that they sang this together.)
not that i had a hectic day today, it was just a long day. i didn’t have time to enjoy a nice cup of starbucks before class, so i just settled with a double espresso. it’s fast; does the trick. anyways, had my first class today: digital photography. it’s listed as a 3 hour lecture and i thought class would be cut short since it was our first class. oh no i was wrong. my senor chang look-alike professor had quite a few words to share with our class. he’s been a free-lance photographer for 10 years, and he has also worked in the movie industry. we started by interviewing one of our classmates and introducing them to the class. as much as i hate public speaking, this wasn’t that bad. our class had only 15 students and i actually prefer it that way. although the chances of you getting picked on in class are far grater than being in a huge lecture hall, i find it better for learning and personal development.
i’m really looking forward to this semester, even though i’ve only had one class. i’m excited to learn from my professors, who are not only teachers but working artists.
maybe i’ll post some projects so you can see my work?
p.s. i listened to the song while i wrote this. don’t you feel calm now? lol
earlier today for dinner was the first time i have left the house since friday night. it’s been awhile since that has happened, not by my choice. i knew it would be hard not knowing anyone here, but damn it is really hard. i know 3 people, but they don’t count since they are family and we live under the same roof. i know 1 other person, but they don’t count at all. i got really excited to know that there was a cafe rio here in berkley….it wasn’t that cafe rio. (i also miss raising canes lol)
disappointment after disappointment. it isn’t as fun as it sounds, but i’m still here.
also, is it sad to say that i enjoy hanging out with my aunt and uncle? the three of us had dinner tonight and it was pretty enjoyable. they are so weird and goofy sometimes haha and that’s why i love them. and, it’s sad to say that their marriage is the first example of a functional relationship i’ve gotten to see up close. i can’t remember my parents being happy together, ever. i’ve only experienced unhealthy relationships. maybe that’s why i don’t really let anyone get too close, or if they do i just distance myself from them. am i scared of having someone and then losing them? because that has happened a few times, but not really to that extent. idk i’m just rambling. time for bed…
"MY MUSIC IS: ONE SMALL STEP FOR ME, ONE GIANT LEAP FOR ALL WEIRDKIND." -Scott Mescudi
Dude, today is your birthday. You are fkn awesome, just wanted to let you know even though you probably won’t read this. I love love your music, you don’t even know. You are one of my favorite artists, and that’s saying a lot! So big thanks to you for your music and just being dope haha <3
okay okay, hold up! you moved? to SANFRANNN!?!?!? thats a joke? IF it is NOT a joke... I AM coming to visit :P... second.. youre a cudi fan, almost equal to me. THIRD, please explain the mac app store, because i need to know how you made those pictures! 4th- Coachella! SEE you there!
first, omg i love ellie! haha
second, yes i am here. i moved up here for school come visit!
third, i love cudi like my own child
fourth, if u haven’t updated your mac, do so then you automatically get the app store on your dock. the app is called image tricks lite under photography. so much fun
COACHELLA YESSSSS! lets hope i get a job soon so i can get my ticket
haha. well i’m not quite settled in yet, i gotta get a bunch of stuff today for my room. i am so amused with the outlets i have on my ceiling. (i am so getting a paper lantern or two). so far the only things i have set up are my shoe rack, closet (kinda), and my jewelry. i’m really excited to see the final set-up of this room garage.
i’ll post a pic eventually when i’m satisfied of the layout.
so i just got home from a fabulous last night in vegas :) and now i’m wide awake, eating a krispy kreme doughnut, and trying to fit all my shoes in one box…
i thought tonight was gonna be a bit awkward (due to past circumstances), but turns out, it was a blast! 100% sober and dancing the night away :) i got to see all the zeebs, and i didn’t realize how much i missed them! overall, a good party, and nothing says “good party” like the cops coming to bust it up. oh how i am going to miss las vegas nights.
well, i’m gonna finish up packing the little things i have left.
1. Get my HP tattoo (j. mayer lyrics instead but same difference lol) 2. Try Fukuburger 3. Go skiing 4. Eat at Cane’s at least twice 5. Watch Tron in 3D 6. Have one more ebb & flo jam sesh 7. Take Nick to Mr. Lucky’s 8. Write my little’s second clue